word and action

firstly, i'm sorry mak.i don't know why i turned out to be like this..full of anger and hate.i guess, i just the world because everything has to be according to him.i'm sorry mak, i don't wish and expect for something big but, i wish everything is simple.simple and easy..why can't the world be like that.

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to learn to be thankful,
to learn to accept,
to learn to give,
to learn to be what you are..
to learn to change you are,
to learn to break you are.

and learning is a hard process.
you must fail to be success.
be total asshole,
then you have your goal.

and learning is a hard process,
and learning is a bad ass,

to be thankful so you can accept,
to give so you can change who you are,
to break yourself so you can be who you are..

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i'm sorry mak.i think, i have to stop listen to all the punk rock song, listen to something that can build up my anger, something that can pull the trigger of my hate to the system.i really need to be thankful so i can have my limit mak.the world doesn't need to change just because of me..

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17 dec 1989
encik hasan mutalib.