indulgence/typical

Men always looking for a perfect ten, and girls always asking the money in his bank or i guess we are just seeking for the best. why? the answer is security. we all hypocrites, and the future is not something that we can see in our naked dumb eyes, so that is why we keep doing mistakes.not all of us are afraid of challenge and not all of us are care, but in the end..we rather go for something that make us feel at least a little safe and peace.

for those who are looking for 5, and never care how much money he got, you obviously are the type of people who afraid of getting hurt too.security too.

ah forget it...........this is full of crap.

the truth is, let them choose! let people choose and what will happen in the end, we judge it and take a lesson out of it.ok stop.

this is the real deal.this is the thing that i wanted to write actually-i always think that we need to be rational in every point of life. i always think that the arguement will lead to a better solution and conclution.but,as i think deep to deeper, rational and arguement only lead to a sick freaking thought that messing around your brain. not all of questions have answers.not all puzzles can be solved, and not all reasons are needed in all incidents. and let the myteries do his job in doing whatever myteries need to be hide from people like us.double the pray to Allah, and then you will not have doubts. hope so..i will not dare to have doubt like this.

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to flower on Chini,
as i told you before..
i love you.
40% of your petals are in my head.
when will me meet?
i'd like to go fish in your heart,
on a boat,under the sun..
i'll fish till i get one of your love,
even rain is coming down..
i'll wait!.
i'll have my hope,
because it will make me happy.
and forest always my happy place.
metaphor.
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2 weeks in the woods.bye